Friday, February 17, 2006

No more, friends, no more.

So this is how it goes? How I am told that you don't know me?
And you blaim me, for not being able to put my feelings into words?
Is this how it goes?

Giving you a change to get to know me, cause you promissed me you would. You even TOLD me you would.
And now, we both find out that you don't know SHIT about me. And you blaim me?

You knew I couldn't use words anymore, as words mean nothing to me. You knew it wasn't about me, but about you.
About finding the truth within. And now you blaim me?
YOU blaim me???

How can you blaim me, if I can only give you the feelings?
Something I did every day, every hour, every time you asked me to...!
How can you blaim me, if I have sent you those feelings, but you never accepted them? How can you blaim me?

I've tried to make it work. I gave you the change to get inside me.
To find my heart, and to see how it is burned and ruined.
I told you how it would be, and I was right.
Do you see it now? That I am forever doomed in knowing the truth?
Even when it hurts...!
Even when it is unacceptable...!
I will always know the truth, as the truth is my life.

There is nothing I can do about it. Nor will I ever try again, as all I've done, is again in vain.

So, I don't want it anymore. I've been hurted too many times...

Let me recover from this pain, and try to find some steady ground to built my place up again.
Don't let it be in vain this time, please don't let it be in vain...

5 Comments:

Anonymous Jack said...

I don't know you, i'm from argentina and found your blog writting names by random. I'm your same age and I DEMAND your msn messenger mail.

1:29 PM  
Anonymous Lady: Riding on the wings of light said...

why demanding? I really don't respond well to demands...!
So explain yourself, hopefully in different words, and you might get it.

9:42 PM  
Blogger JakK said...

there is no possible explanation i just pretend to honour ourselves with our own company and hopefully have some healthy chatting fun.

12:33 AM  
Blogger JakK said...

I nearly forgot that i can teach you how to insult in spanish.

12:40 AM  
Blogger JakK said...

Don't be afraid of my offer, i'm just a regular guy with a regular chaotic power flowing through his veins.

This is my address in case you accept my solemn invitation

smesel@gmail.com

Over.

10:32 AM  

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