Thursday, December 08, 2005


After changing my room time after time to make it more mine, I still couldn't feel like home in it.
So I looked around.
The white has changed into pink and purple colours. The celling had been lowered, and I had less furniture in my room, some green plants, and an extra window.
But still, I missed something in it.

I had colour in my room, that I wanted for some years now. I had placed my wanted furniture in a nice way in my room.
I had plants now, a little tree, and some other plants.
I had a window that I could open more then before.
I had some extra storage above my head.

I had new clothing, new music, but still something missed. Everything had changed, and if you didn't know any better, you would think that I was like this for a long time.
But to be honest, I've only been like this for, what shall we say? A year now. Or not even a year, because my changes took some time.

Before this, I was a little girl, who was only wearing black, and no other colour was allowed. Or so it seemed.
Hard and dark music to blow your head off.

But I kept looking and I couldn't find what was wrong in my room, so I went on with my work.
Untill X-mas came.
I found some fake flowers, and asked whether I could have them. And I could.
So I placed them inside my room, and it made the feeling of missing something go away.

How a flower, even when it is fake, can change things inside of a room....
How a flower, even when it is fake, can change a life...


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